Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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I realise quite some things today..
I've just started to work at an events company where I don't know anyone here. I tot I'll have to lunch alone at one corner somewhere at Bendemeer or have to buy lunch back n eat at my lonely desk. But fortunately that's not the case. The lady who got me the job who is my current superior asked me out for lunch. Another 2 part timers, who already know each other b4hand also asked me out for lunch. Great! Not short of company. So I decided to go with the 2 part timers instead. Initially I didn't thought I'll get along well with them cos they're just so different from me, but in the end, I can get along well in fact.
I've always been afraid to enter a new environment esp when I duno anyone there. But I realise that it's not that difficult to adapt to a new place, get to know new people n learn new things bit by bit n there's nothing to be afraid of. I should give myself a chance to try to be independent and face a totally unfamiliar world by myself.
I also realise that it doesn't take much effort to forget n put unhappy things at the back of my mind. As much as many unhappy things have happened recently, I wished to throw them at the back of my memories or even out of my memories as much as I can. I've started up a 'Happiness Bottle' or 'Happiness Treasure Box', depending whether I can get hold of a bottle or a box n I write down anything happy encounter with my bf at any point of time on a small piece of paper, fold it and put it in the bottle/box. And I hope the bottle/box will be filled up very soon. And I'll always n only rem n acknowledge this "Happiness Bottle/Box".. no retention of unhappines at all.. =)
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