Sunday, June 03, 2007
*[[ some things happen w/o a reason ]]*
Disappointment is what had filled me as I blogged this entry. After 2 years, it seemed like everything was back to square n that there was no trust being built up through these 2 years of understanding n going tru many things together. I am not someone else and I will never want to live in the shadows of someone else n being speculated of doing sth that the someone else, some bitch had did. The feeling is not good when u know that u won't do sth, but pple assume that u will n then put a full stop to it and say that u will, even thou u won't, simply becos someone else in the past had did it b4. And the worse thing is, speculation n ignorance come without communication, nor trust.
This feeling is helpless. That I can't do anything, becos it's something that was unfairly assumed that it will happen even thou it had not happened n will not happen.
I've given my all.. what else can I do or say.. when I'm wronged, misunderstood n unfairly judged. I've no idea.
If we are people in this world, who can lend unhappy people happiness and also borrow happiness from people for ourselves as well, isst time to return you the happiness I borrowed from you for so long? Just becos of a misjudgment that u strongly believe in your heart? Well maybe.
* Nothing's Gonna Change Our Love * | 9:50 AM | comment?
